Acceptance…

I have to accept it

I have to move on and move forward

I am so up and down… I HATE IT!

This morning I was fine, I couldn’t get out of bed, but it was a normal I’m tired and would rather skip a shower than get out of bed.

Then I come to work and start working.

Then I just feel like this weight of pain and darkness overcome me.

I don’t know what to do.

I’m overwhelmed with loneliness and pain even at work a midst my students.

How long Lord will this continue. When will you release me from all this? When will I have life? When can I move into the life and life to the full that you have promised?

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About desireunleashed

Prone to wonder Lord I feel it, prone to leave the One I love. Here's my heart, Lord, take and seal it, seal it for thy throne above.
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