I have to accept it
I have to move on and move forward
I am so up and down… I HATE IT!
This morning I was fine, I couldn’t get out of bed, but it was a normal I’m tired and would rather skip a shower than get out of bed.
Then I come to work and start working.
Then I just feel like this weight of pain and darkness overcome me.
I don’t know what to do.
I’m overwhelmed with loneliness and pain even at work a midst my students.
How long Lord will this continue. When will you release me from all this? When will I have life? When can I move into the life and life to the full that you have promised?