Today was hard.
I had an evaluation today and was told that since this whole “situation” with my fiancee has begun she has just seen me brought down- “like your light is being snuffed out, if you were my daughter I would beg you to get out.” What do I do with this?
Even my job is being effected. Maybe this season should just be over and I move on…. it sounds good.
teaching like I had planned after college- in a different country- among people God has put on my heart?
go back to the beginning- maybe even work at my universities campus?
Or would that be running away?
Yesterday (at my 2nd job as a Behavioral Therapist) I was offered a full time job. It’d probably pay better and be less intense.
I just don’t know what to do.
When will it all be over? When can I move forward? When will the Lord renew me? I was told today that mourning lasts for a night, but joy comes in the morning. When will the morning come?